Mom’s Day… (I Hate It!)

Mom…
You are a star in my darkest night. You show me the right way by pointing me to the light. I remember when I was child… You always remembering me to be a good son. I had to obey all your commands. Although you ask me anything (like clean the house, wash dishes, clothes, etc.) in soft words, there’s sometimes my devil sides whispered that all of your orders just wasting my time. Sometime I thought you’re such a motherevil. I thought you just didn’t want me to relax all the time. But, “what is this your way mom?” I asked in my heart. “Never forget to pray (salat) son…” you often said. Islam? Yeah, I thought that’s hundred percent right. But, at that time when I’m still very stupid, I hate to obey your commands. Moreover, sometime I got angry and to you because I didn’t want to deal your command.
I also know that you were just stiiffed your lips up or sometimes you’re just smilin in front of me. And I don’t know that you were crying in your room when I had sleeping at night. Crying because I was uncouth (kasar) and often said to you in a harsh manner.

Mom…
Now I know that I was wrong. I understand, you did that just to teach me about life and life after death. Now i know about what’s life and how to live my life. When I remember my behaviour to you when I was kid. I’m feel so sad. I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry cause I’ve made you cry every night. I’ll never hurt you again. I want to go back when I made you cry to wipe your tears. Hug you tightly. Cry at your shoulder…

Note:
Two points that I hate from today:

• it’s mother day. I’m crying remember my mom when I read at detik.com that today is mother’s day. Mom, I hate to be far away from you. (I miz you). I hate when I miss you but you’re not beside me.
• If today (mom’s day) all child help, obey, hug, and kiss their mom, I want all the day in my life is mom’s day. I hate when we just love our mom just in mom’s day. So, I don’t want there’s a mom’s day, coz I’ll love try to love my mom every single day.

C’mon… call your mom now and apologize to her… Happy mom’s day
everyday!!!